I'm currently working full time in Telecommunications.
1) Try to say yes more to invitations going out.
2) Try and make smalltalk with more people who aren’t in my click.
3) Learn something new. Like cooking, or some sort of certificate in something.
4) Try more physical activities, rock climbing, snowboarding, etc
5) Attempt to get my savings to 30k and then start a new account for travel.
6) Try to find a girl who doesn’t think I’m strange or creepy and likes me for me. Hopefully ambitious and headstrong, with a great personality and sense of humor and good education and knowledge in life.
7) Be less judgemental of people for things, and learn to forgive people for past wrongs as long as they don’t keep repeating things.
8) Do some form of workout when I can squeeze the time in.
9) Try to make new friends from different walks in life.
10) If rare good things happen to me, try and document them more instead of the bad. If I get compliments, try to remember them more than the bad things people say about me.
A thousand flickers of light can create a feeling of euphoria.
The rememberance of happiness is when a few of those lights remain flickering.
This is how I feel with friends.
Those flickers can appear within your eyesight no matter where you may move to in life.
The ones that you can rely on, won’t dimmer out, is where the true essence of happiness remains.
The ones guiding you with their light are the ones that keep us sane even in the toughest times.
The ones who light up like a supernova, are the ones that keep us pressing on.
TODAY I managed to eat another entire meal FOR MYSELF
All the group I was with today MADE ME LAUGH
I REALLY WANT TO GET friends who don’t ditch u because of their own personal agenda FOR MYSELF
I SAW mum today and FINALLY got a haircut WAS PRETTY NEAT!
I FEEL HAPPY BECAUSE I experienced my first ever thanksgiving today and it was soooo awesome and the food was amazing!!
TODAY I managed to finish an entire meal FOR MYSELF
getting lost in the forestry at Auckland Domain MADE ME LAUGH
I REALLY WANT TO GET a better outlook on life FOR MYSELF
I SAW a heap of work people and such today at the Domain and Lonestar after work, WAS PRETTY NEAT!
I FEEL HAPPY BECAUSE even after all the shit we go through in life, there is still some beauty in nature
Ahh ohhh missed some days >_< They were the beginning of the week though so weren’t very interesting honestly.
TODAY I forgotttt to get coinage FOR MYSELF, whoops
Kayla and Elenoa MADE ME LAUGH at lunch timee >D
I REALLY WANT TO GET more confidence FOR YSELF
I SAW my profile at work working today, WAS PRETTY NEAT!
I FEEL HAPPY BECAUSE I got to goto dinner with Natalie, shes so awesomesauce
TODAY I had a relax morning in bed FOR MYSELF
The latest Glee episode MADE ME LAUGH
I REALLY WANT TO GET food in me FOR MYSELF
I SAW Eesha, Vijay, Charlotte and Nobue today at Mission Bay, WAS PRETTY NEAT!
I FEEL HAPPY BECAUSE I went to the Belgium Cafe at Mission Bay for dinner, mmmmmm :D
TODAY I managed to eat 2 meals FOR MYSELF
Kayla’s hung over state MADE ME LAUGH
I REALLY WANT TO GET more money FOR MYSELF
I SAW Rudy today and went to the Grey Lynn Festival with him, WAS PRETTY NEAT!
I FEEL HAPPY BECAUSE I got to check out China Town with Kayla and experience their awesome as food! Rice and Lamb with Cumin Seeds mmmmmmm
TODAY I got some BK FOR MYSELF for lunch
Kayla being so Krazily drunk MADE ME LAUGH
I REALLY WANT TO GET more friends FOR MYSELF
I SAW all my work mates at Neighbourhood, they are cool so WAS PRETTY NEAT!
I FEEL HAPPY BECAUSE I’m gonna try and make myself eat more tomorrow to fill my stomach
TODAY I tried to socialise a little more at the drinks tonight FOR MYSELF
Joshs crazy humor MADE ME LAUGH
I REALLY WANT TO GET better eating habits FOR MYSELF
I SAW Swati and Natalie and Elizabeth and Steve and and more people that havent been around for a while, WAS PRETTY NEAT!
I FEEL HAPPY BECAUSE I managed to get out tonight and had some good conversation with some kickass people
TODAY I some sushiiii FOR MYSELF
The creepy tranny wolf whistling at me today MADE ME LAUGH
I REALLY WANT TO GET a gurl FOR MYSELF
I SAW an Americas got talent episode which, WAS PRETTY NEAT!
I FEEL HAPPY BECAUSE its almost sleep timeeee
TODAY I got some gas FOR MYSELF
Mooo`nique MADE ME LAUGH
I REALLY WANT TO GET better FOR MYSELF
I SAW Kayla and Elenoa and went to SPE with them for lunch, WAS PRETTY NEAT!
I FEEL HAPPY BECAUSE Jake had a go at Jason which made my day even though I didn’t get to see it